You'll realize how precious the bad experiences are after you become a better person. Without those bad experiences, you won't be able to feel the pain, the bitter, and the hardness of life.
I don't know what should I do. I just get blind and can't think clearly for now. I've experienced a problem which is bigger than this, but why I feel so weak...? I just tried to wake up and rearranged my life again, and now, I'm down.
The pain that I feel, can't be compared with my pain before, but why it's so hard for me to get rid of it...? I can't breathe, I'm not confident with my self, am I able to be a strong woman again...? I just try my best to be happy, but why it's so hard to do...?
I'll close the door forever, and I won't reopen it anymore, because every time I open my door, it's just like I kill my self. I just realize, If I don't want to be this weak, I just need to close my door firmly, and lock it with a very strong padlock, and then I'll demolish the key.
